<?xml version="1.0" encoding="iso-8859-1"?><rss version="1.0"><channel><title>Diary of ashminder bahal</title><link>http://amanraj.rediffiland.com/</link><description>Diary of ashminder bahal</description><language>en-us</language><item><title>Cu Chi Tunnels</title><description><![CDATA[<P>One of the most interesting and adventurous places that I visited in Vietnam was Cu Chi tunnels. Essentially these tunnels came into being during the Vietnam war. The Vietcongs had dug them to escape the relentless bombings carried out by the Americans in the dense jungle forests of Vietnam. The huge B-52 bombers rained down a barrage of bombs blindly over them. It is also said that they  dropped 'Agent Orange' which was a type of a chemical bomb that left thousands demented for life. These tunnels are located approximately two to three hours from Ho Chi Minh city, the erstwhile Capital of South Vietnam, that is Saigon. Incidentally, we stayed in Rex Hotel at Saigon, the one that was frequented by the Americans for rest and recuperation during those troubled times. You can easily guess what used to happen there.</P><P>The tunnels are dug in three layers, the first one is at 3m, the second one at 6m and the third layer is at 10m. They are an intricate system of interconnected tunnels over a 250 km square area that has a beautiful ventilation system to prevent axphyxiation. However, the width of the tunnels is such that only Asians can wriggle through in all fours but it is difficult for the Americans to move in them. Within the tunnels they lead to different rooms including, operations room, ammunition places, medical camp, cooking room, water point and places for relaxation.</P><P>One of the tunnels that the guide asked us to enter was the one that directly led downwards, after opening through a camouflaged hatch (something like our waste gutters) and then you were soon on all fours. As you closed the hatch, you were invisible to the enemy outside and now you could come out from a place few metres away. It had locations from where you could observe the enemy and fire at him but to him you were literally invisible. The other tunnels were straight that led down to the first two levels. Lastly, the guide asked us to venture to the third level, that was approx 10 metres down and 30 metres long. This was the most exciting part.</P><P>Only two of us (including me) along with the guide ventured in this tunnel. As we went on all our fours and started crawling down; the tunnel narrowed completely, there was no light and it was absolutely dark. I could now imagine how the Americans must have felt chasing the Vietcongs. We continued to twist and turn till we reached the deepest level of that point. It mercifully opened out into an operations room. Here we caught our breath and again started to crawl upwards. After we finally wriggled out of the tunnel did we realize the excitement we had felt going through this complicated maze. It was really an adventurous piece of our stay inVietnam.I'll recommend to all my friends to visit this beautiful country and dont be afraid to get into the 30m tunnel otherwise you would miss the best part of your stay there. </P><P>Incidentally, Vietnam is a spotlessly clean country with lovely smiling and friendly people who have pride written into their determined faces. The ladies are in the fore front in most businesses and jobs. However, watch out for the exorbitant rates that the local populace will qoute till you bargain them down to literally one fifth of the price as it is really a very cheap country in terms of sea food, accomodation, cotton and silk clothes and ceramic wares. Have I tempted you.</P><P> </P>]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 16 Sep 2007 18:44:47 +0530</pubDate><link>http://angad.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/09/16/Cu-Chi.html</link></item><item><title>Au Revoir</title><description><![CDATA[Dear friends, I'll be visiting abroad for a few weeks and hence would not be able to read your posts for some time. So please excuse me, have nice time and wish me luck. Regards, Angad ]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 31 Aug 2007 15:43:48 +0530</pubDate><link>http://angad.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/08/31/Au.html</link></item><item><title>Muslims and Terror Hyderabad Bombings</title><description><![CDATA[<P>In my last post I did write about how over a period of time, Muslims in India have been seen with suspicion every time a blast or terror attack takes place. There is no doubt that most terror attacks have Muslim fanatics behind them, but there is also no doubt too that most Muslims in India are still true Indians. But the catch lies here. Like my friend Jim says are they willing to speak out aginst these terror attacks. I am not sure that they have done so eloquently enough.</P><P>Hyderabad bombings were another series of senseless attacks against innocent civilians in a global war against the Americans, Israelis, Western nations and India. There is a growing feeling amongst the fanatic elements to establish an Islamic caliphate that spreads from China to Spain. Incidentally this is the message of Lashkar-e-Tayeba and Osama Bin Laden's Al Qayeda. In India, their main aim is to disturb the communal harmony that is so vital to propel India with high growth rates that it is seeing in the current years. Once the secular fabric is broken, then there would be widespread violence in the streets and the Pakistanis and the Islamist elements can loudly prophesize that Muslims cannot live safely in India.</P><P>The worst part is that all of us understand this and also why the terror organisations are doing such acts. What we are worried today is why is the Govt so helpless and imponent. Is it because they are not worried till a parliament attack takes place. Which means that the lives of innocent people have no value in our country. Or is it that it that they are so caught up in deciding whether a nuclear treaty is required or not that the fission and fusion that is taking place in our society is of no consequence to them. Why is that there is no central co-ordinating authority that links centre with state intelligence agencies. In the final analysis, is it that they are not worried because it is not their life which is at stake.</P><P>At the same time, the time has come when the majority moderate Muslims must raise their voice and protest against these dastardly acts and against the fundamentalist elements in un-equivocal terms. They have to start providing intelligence to the security agencies when ever they see unusual activity in their midst. They also have to tell the radical elements to lay off in strong terms. Not only must they not believe that their future lies with a strong and secular India's growth, but must openly start identifying themselves as Indians first above every thing else and then condemn such acts in strong language. </P><P>Incidentally, in this particular bombings, an innocent Muslim family constituting husband, wife and two small children were wiped off completely. They were not the only Muslims who died amongst the 44 killed. And it was the first time that Muslims were crying openly on TV and condemning the bombings. That is a good sign as the moderates are now sarting to protest. But did any Imam come forward openly and condemn the bombings, not one did so at least openly. Why? dont they love all Indians? Look at the media's role, they were busy showing Sanjay Dutt and Salman Khan in jail and there prime time was consumed in film actors philanderous acts rather than on building support for move against terror activities. They lack not only intellectual capability, but have lost all sense of probility, sensitivity and concience. If it was a woman with less clothes dancing, they would be the first ones on the scene to take her pictures and ditto if there was a girlfriend of an actor who is visiting the jail to meet her boyfriend.</P><P>Now we must pray so that some of the unscrupulous politicians do not add any more fuel in this burning cauldrom of fire and hold the country to ransom, but request them to start taking their responsibilities more seriously.  There are solutions ask the experts, ask us, for God's sake, if the Govt doesnt know what to do. But dont let our country turn into a nightmare. Is any one in India listening? Jai Hind!</P>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 27 Aug 2007 16:39:27 +0530</pubDate><link>http://angad.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/08/27/Muslims-and-Terror-Hyderabad.html</link></item><item><title>Muslims and India on the eve of 60th Independence Day</title><description><![CDATA[<P>       On the eve of 60th independence day, I ask myself is it a curse to be a Muslim in India? Most of us from the majority community would say without a blink, no. We have had number of Muslim Presidents and we have had Muslims hold key appointments in the government and the military.We even had Muslim foreign secretaries. We have the second largest Muslim population in the world after Indonesia. After all, we dont have Shia-Sunni riots and we dont have any major religious disturbances (barring Gujarat trouble) in the recent times. Also, how many countries are there in the world where minority communities have such priviliges, no Islamic country has it. Does it then imply that if others are not good, we have the moral right to be bad?</P><P>        60 years post independence, are we still going to differentiate our country on the basis of caste, religion, ethnic communities and gender. Look deep inside us friends, and the answer starts making one feel a wee bit uncomfortable. I recently had a Muslim gentlemen travelling with me from Pune to Hyderabad. He was lamenting on how things have changed and how Muslims are looked upon with suspicion, especially when there is a bomb blast.There is no doubt that most terror operatives have an Islamic identity, but it doesnt mean that all Muslims are fundamentalists. In fact, Islam is one of the purest religions in the world. Go a little bit deeper and ask yourself, the mass murderer of children (a pshychopath) near Delhi, which community did he belong to and the answer is he was a Hindu. So, it doesnt matter whether we belong to any one religion but what matters is what upbringing we have had and what is our true inner nature. But definitely if we make every Muslim feel vulnerable in our country, then we are surely  heading for trouble. Add politics to this and you have a recipe that spells explosive consequences.</P><P>       A little bit more into this outwardly secular part. If we did a census (I dont recommend it) to find how many Muslims are there in the government or at postions of authority and one would find that their numbers are really low in comparison to their percentage in the total population. Then some may say, they are mostly poor, illiterate and belong to the lower strata. If that is so, isnt it our resposibility that an emerging global power must have its population educated, otherwise you are making them prone to fundamentalist ideology and terror philosophy to survive and find glory for themselves. In fact, in Northern Jharkhand, to exist above the subsistence level, the population grows poppy. So you are making the entire youth of that area addicted to the deadliest poison that directly affects the mind. If there is a India-Pakistan match, and a Muslim player doesnt do well, doesnt that germinate a needle of suspicion in our minds that perhaps he is not so motivated.....Didnt Chak De India address this particular issue. As majority Indians should we keep our mouth shut and eyes closed since it doesnt affect us directly. But then it affects the social cohesion of our country. Can we emerge as the greatest power in the world in the coming decades, if we cant integrate our society within ourselves. We gave death sentences rightly so to a number of persons involved in the Mumbai blasts, but what have we done to those Hindu fanaticists who have mass murdered innocent minority community people. In fact slaughtered whole families. Absolutely and shamefully with total connivance of every one including us from the majority community who silently and impotently watched and did absolutely nothing.</P><P>         Is it not our responsibility as citizens of this great emerging world power to make sure that every community leads a dignified life, doesnt feel threatened in their own country and that each one has an equal chance of doing economically well? Isnt human security a key component of our national security?  Doesnt independence mean free from all possible forms of threat and ensuring individual security for each and every one. Aint we going to ensure that our country emerges as an integrated entity with the participation of people belonging to every caste, community and religion. If we dont do this, we are heading towards fragmentation, balkanisation and social turmoil in the near future. Is the silent majority listening on this very important day and is willing to take a pledge on this issue? Jai Hind!</P><P> </P>]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 14 Aug 2007 18:43:35 +0530</pubDate><link>http://angad.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/08/14/Muslims-and-India-on-the-eve-of-60th-Independence.html</link></item><item><title>Miracles-2</title><description><![CDATA[<FONT face=Arial>                                             <STRONG><U>Miracles -2<BR><BR></U></STRONG>        There is an exquisite part of India that very few of us visit, Leh. The right way to reach it is by air. For that one can catch a flight from Chandigarh. As I landed at Leh at an altitude of 10,000 feet, in the thick of winters, the outside temperature was minus six degrees at 12 o clock in the afternoon. The joke was that it was the hottest day of early January. It is not the temperature that kills, for I loved the cold, it is the wind in the open areas which literally takes the exposed skin off your cheeks. In no time is one prone to frost bite. Dont ask me how I used to condition myself for 15 minutes before taking off my clothes to take bath even though it was with hot water.<BR><BR>       There are two things at Leh that some of us scientifically minded find it difficult to explain. For the locals, it is mystique in being. The first is a Gurudwara at Leh, Pathar Sahib. It is stated that Guru Nanak came there during his travels when this place was hounded by a local devil. When Guru Nanak sat down for penance, the Rakshasa threw a huge boulder at him. As the boulder rolled down the hill, it gathered speed and momentum and hit Guru Nanak at the back and at the lower part of the head and the neck. The imprint of the same is still available on the rock. I didnt believe it first and so I went there. Dont ask me again how I took off my shoes and walked bare footed with temperature hovering much below zero. One thing is certain, I didnt feel too much cold, neither did the skin peel off at these low temperatures. This is definitely the divine being at work. I went inside saw the boulder and sure enough the imprint of a back and lower portion of the head is still deeply etched on the boulder not in the form of a mark but as a real life imprint. I am not sure how do I explain this phenomenon.<BR><BR>     The second almost magical thing I saw was the magnetic hill, which is located a few kms away from the Gurudwara. I put my  jeep, which my Army friends had very thoughtfully loaned to me, facing down the slope of the hill in neutral gear and got outside. The jeep was switched off, to my absolute surprise, it started moving upwards. My eyes literally popped out. The jeep seemed to be defying gravity. My companion told me, Saabji, it is magnetic hill. In some other literature, I later read that it was optical illusion. Actually, at that place in relation to the earth, the surface is actually upslope, but for that particular point it looks as if it is down slope. Figure it out for yourself as regards the truth between the two. <BR><BR>I would strongly recommend to you to see this beautiful part of India too and then tell me how did these phenomenon actually occur.  </FONT>]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 13 Jul 2007 19:10:10 +0530</pubDate><link>http://angad.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/07/13/Miracles-2.html</link></item><item><title>Raw Courage or Unbiased Logic</title><description><![CDATA[<P align=center><STRONG><U>Raw Courage or  Unbiased Logic<BR></U></P><P>     It was one of those dull and dark nights that frequent the rustic and remote air base at West Bengal in Apr/May months. Bengal has a unique phenomena called Karl Baisakhi. Just close to the monsoon time, there are thunder filled clouds that seem to be going away and suddenly they veer and come towards you giving intense thundershower and lightning. These are very hazardous for flying and usually one doesnt venture or take to skies during this period of time. Incidentally, this place is also famous for two things; severe cases of lightning and very large and poisonous cobras.<BR><BR>     On that night at around 2000 hours, we all got together for the pre flight briefing and grim forecasts were indicated by the meteorological officer as regards weather was concerned. All the airbases in the vicinity including Calcutta were raining heavily and if we flew and thunder hit our base we would have no place to land especially so as it was totally dark. Some of the more joshila fighter pilots had a score to settle with me as I often prophesised on issues related to courage. They looked at me and queried "Can we not attempt to fly at least". Come on you can do it was the hidden message in their eyes. Thereby, directly throwing the gauntlet at me.<BR><BR>   All the logic said Capital No, go home and watch TV. But the quirk in their eyes made my decision. I asked one of the in-experienced pilots to come with me. When we went to the aircraft, even the technicians couldnt believe their eyes. But the fighter pilot's ego cannot be compromised. As we lined up on the runway for take off, lightning seemed much more closer, though the weather officer had told us that it was going away and not coming close. However, all the instincts told me avoid and go back. We did get airborne thereafter.<BR><BR>  Due to extensive turbulent clouds, we flew at low altitudes closer to the ground; imagine on a dark, dingy and a rough night. When we came on the outskirts of Calcutta, the Air Traffic Control told us that the bad weather had veered and was heading directly towards our air base; only Karl Baisahi can do this. Further, to come quickly and land as there was no other place to go. I dont know why, when there is no alternative, one always turns to God. I  increased the aircraft speed to around 1000 km/hour and headed directly for the base. I didnt know at that time, if I could make it back since we were around 100 km away. The concern on the face of my companion increased and he worriedly asked me, if he would ever see his family again. In a voice that seemed totally calm, only I knew what was happenning inside my mind, I told him just dont worry, it is a piece of cake.<BR> <BR>     From far we tried to make a direct approach for landing. As I reduced the speed of the aircraft and turned towards the runway, the first impact of Karl Baisakhi was on. The aircraft seemed to jump up, hang in the air and now come rapidly down . After controlling the effect of this turbulent weather, I striaghtened for landing. It was now a race with the thunderstorm whether it won or I would land safely. As I touched down on the runway, it started to drizzle and by the time, we slowed down, cleared the runway and reached the parking apron. The skies had opened up with vengeance and it started to pour and pour with lightning and thunder. It did not stop for the next two hours. If we had been a few minutes late, then there would have been no tomorrow. I am sure it was God who gave me those extra few seconds. As we came out of the cockpit, we were completely drenched and when I reached the changing room, the whole lot was waiting there with concern. I did manage to give a nonchallant look, despite being thoroughly shaken up. I had made my point, but at what cost.<BR><BR>       The raw courage had won, but I still think that it was a huge mistake and prudence should have been the better part of valour. But, then tell me isnt the line between courage and foolhardiness thin.   What would you have done in my place?<P><U><BR></U><P><P></P></STRONG>]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 16 Jun 2007 18:45:54 +0530</pubDate><link>http://angad.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/06/16/Raw-Courage-or-Unbiased.html</link></item><item><title>Jai Mata Di-Bulava Aai Hai</title><description><![CDATA[The Bulava finally came after years of intending to pay respects at Vaishno Devi. It indeed was a divine experience and I want to share the same with my freinds, as it may help those who may be visiting for the first time.<BR> <BR>Vaishno Devi is located 13 km from a place called Katra. Katra itself is 42 km from Jammu. For those who are coming from far, direct trains to Jammu are available from most locations. Otherwise one can catch a flight to Delhi and then go either by bus right upto Katra. A lot of Shradhalu who visit Ma's abode come from distant places all over the world.The bus experience should be good since every one sings Bhajan's enroute.<BR><BR>Aim to reach Katra by 2100 hrs so that you can have dinner and then freshen up before starting at 2300 hrs for most of us who take six hours for the climb. Being pysically fit, I did it in just over three and half hours. So if you exercise daily, then you could start latest by 0100 hrs. Why these timings are important are for two reasons. Firstly, nearly 50,000 to 75,000 devotees come every day and secondly the entrance closes by 0515 hours since the Aarti and Puja starts at 0600 hrs. If you have not attended these ceremonies, then you may get precisely 30 seconds darshan in the Gufa of Ma due to long queues. <BR><BR>From Katra to Vaishno Devi you can walk and like I indicated earlier better to start by 2300 hrs so that you can rest enroute. If you want to hire mules/ horses or carriers to lift you manually on palnas, they too are available. The horses take nearly two and a half hours and the cost each side is Rs 280/. Also, you can take it for half way at Rs 140/ and walk the rest. You could even go by helicopter (Deccan Aviation), that would cost you Rs 1600/ each way. But then you lose all the fun of chanting Jai Mata Di all the way. Zor se bolo "Jai Mata Di, Dhyan se bolo Jai Mata Di, Pyar se bolo......Jai Mata Di". Do not forget to pick up your entrance ticket at the starting check point at the commencement of the climb. Otherwise, they would not let you enter the Bhawan on top.<BR><BR>There would be places when the climb really becomes steep, so they have now constructed another road which is one km less. But whilst going, I would recommend go through the older route, it really tests your endurance and makes the effort of going totally Divine. Whilst walking be careful, the path is slippery at places, especially at steep bends and also watch out for the mules/ horses thundering down. Walking the whole night is an expreience of the spiritual kind.<BR><BR>After reaching the top, quickly get on with the line at entrance Gate 8. There are lockers there and you can keep your valuables, leather items and purses/mobiles in that. The lock is avialable and you can retain the key. They do not permit to carry any thing inside the Bhawan.Once the entrance gate opens at 0515 hours, be quick to get inside despite the line lest you get left off as the seating capacity on ground is only 70-80 people in front of the Gufa for Puja.The Puja starts at 0600 hrs, followed by Bhajans and Aarti by the Pujari.One just gets into the rhythm soon as the hyms start.<BR><BR>After Aarti, go through the Gufa and now the other line also joins up that could not attend the Puja. Therefore you get only thirty seconds in front of Bhawati Ma's murti. And you would have to be quick to pray and absorb the divine face.It is said that Ma fulfils the wishes of all her Bhakts. After coming out of Gufa, sprinkle the holy water on your face and head and then dont forget to collect the dry Prasad and a holy coin at the exit gate. Walk down is easier but by now the hill climbing and descent efforts start showing. Therefore, a number of Shradhalu's take an auto rickshaw down. Dont do that, you would lose all the charm of going to Vaishno Devi, unless you are really tired.<BR><BR>I hope, you do get motivated to visit Vaishno Devi. I can assure you, it is an experience of life time, which no one can forget easily, besides the holy blessings that Bhagwati Ma gives to her disciples. Jai Mata Di and have a holy experience.]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 14 Jun 2007 20:40:39 +0530</pubDate><link>http://angad.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/06/14/Jai-Mata-Di-Bulava-Aai.html</link></item><item><title>Tribute</title><description><![CDATA[<P align=center>                                            <B><U>TRIBUTE</U></B></P><P>After Rohit's death, I became close to three other classmates in Springdales School, Delhi. Two left for foreign shores, soon after finishing their schooling. Anil and I decided to join the Indian Air Force; essentially to lead an adventurous life with not too much of studies thrown in, that is what I thought. As luck would have it, I have not stopped studying and am presently undergoing my doctoral studies with Osmania University. <BR><BR>Since Anil and I were school chums, we usually stayed together in most training institutions. It was not only the rough with the smooth that we shared, but also interesting altercations that only close friends can have. One such incident was when, we drove out on a powerful mobike from the Armed Forces Medical College (Pune) gate, where we had gone to meet our school friends. Since Mad Max and Tom Cruise had left a deep impact on our driving psyche, the hard turn on the road full of gravel lifted the bike many feet up and it came to rest with a huge bang on the centre of the road. Whilst, I was sprawled in a semi conscious state, my friend Anil was busy explaining to the "ladies who would be doctors" what his mission in life was. Even when they pointed towards me and expressed their concern, he told them that such things did happen and I would soon be alright. I never really excused him for the bruises and the hurt ego. <BR><BR>It was many years later that he alongwith his squadron came to the same airbase that I was stationed. It was like the old days coming back again. By now, he was married and blessed with a son. Every evening after flying, we got together and lived it up. This air base is located at a rustic and remote place in West Bengal. One evening, when I was not flying, his squadron decided to catch up with some night flying. Around 8 o clock that night, I suddenly became restless and started feeling breathless. For a moment I thought I was in the initial stages of a heart attack. I got up and started wandering around aimlessly but the restless feeling just did not go away.<BR><BR>At that time, I got a call from another of my friend's wife. She asked me "Angad has something happenned, my husband has just gone to the Air Traffic Control tower".Without waiting any further, I quickly rushed to the airbase.There was an aircraft crash and the pilot had not survived. I knew it was Anil, God had given me enough indications earlier. In a helicopter, I went to the crash site and assisted in collecting the body pieces. I later came to know that after practicing a landing; he was again taking off, when the engine failed. Apparently, to save a village, he ejected late. The people on ground got saved, but the time the parachute opened, he was already hitting the earth at 400 km/hr.<BR><BR>I can tell you, men don't cry. The face remained straight throughout and the eyes were dry, so I thought. However, as I lifted the coffin, the resolve couldn't be kept. Something kept streaming down the eyes. I seemed to have disgraced the entire men folk. The same happened when his brother came to collect his belongings. Men in Blue do not die, they just fade away. I may not have the courage to meet his wife, who always was very considerate to me or his son, but his memory remains deeply etched in mind and heart.<BR><BR>This post too is based on real life experience. I have flown thousands of hours on Migs and I can trust my life with these aircraft. They are the safest in the world. The Indian Air Force pays special attention to its maintenance. However, mysterious are God's ways and it is certain that some things are destined to happen. I still fly these machines, whenever I get an opportunity, just to prove the point.</P>]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 05 Jun 2007 10:37:36 +0530</pubDate><link>http://angad.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/06/05/Tribute.html</link></item><item><title>Memories</title><description><![CDATA[   Rohit and I used to hit off very well in school. He stayed in East Patel Nagar at Delhi. An electronic freak, he could design such exquisite devices that really took you by surprise. This was the time, when we were studying in the ninth class; that is some decades back. At that time, any one who new anything about electronics, was considered to be a wizard.<BR><BR>    Whenever, I went to his house, opening his bedroom door was really exciting and eerie. Suddenly, a bell would ring, a message would start on its own or the lights would slowly go dim. It was a pleasure to see all the freaky scientific equipment. At such young age, he understood the basic scientific laws so easily that it used to astound us. Not that he was very good in other subjects, his scientific insights were unbelievable. He made all these devices look so simple, when in reality they appeared magical to me.<BR><BR>      Rohit's mother was another exceptional human being, she used to load us with so much love, that we used to look forward to coming to their home. Rohit had a sister, who was much senior to us, but always had a very smiling countenance. His father had died of cancer a few years back and it was his mother who used to take care of the family and still earn the life's bread; so to say. There was never a shikan on her face, even going through such difficult times. The whole family used to radiate love and happiness. No wonder, it was so much fun visiting them.<BR><BR>  It was holiday time in May and we went to Pune for nearly two months, where my beautiful but aristocratic grand mother lived. After having a rollicking time there, we came back to Delhi towards end July. As the first rays of dawn hit our home, I was up and ready to go to Rohit's house. The moment I entered, I knew there was something wrong. His mother met me, and tried to make an effort to smile.But then the eyes split and the torrential rains flooded the tired face. While hugging me, she broke down completely. The effort to hold her calm seemed to have finally taken its toll.Rohit had died a  few weeks back with blood cancer.I couldnt believe it, it was this sudden explanation of tragedy that stunned me into complete numbness. <BR><BR>     Mind was numb, I couldnt think any more. There were no tears, that came much later. Only deep sense of extreme impending loss.Many years later, I met his mother in Patel Nagar market. The age seemed to have finally started leaving its mark. She was very thrilled to see me. She told me that Rohit's sister was married and quite happy. She however stayed alone. Her only concern was how I was doing in my life. I never saw her after that and the neighbours told me that she had move to her home town. They were not sure where. After many years, reading about some one else's  suffering I was reminded about the brave and loving Mrs Chanana. I am sure God had a reason for this.<BR><BR> Based on true experience.]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2007 18:29:35 +0530</pubDate><link>http://angad.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/06/02/Memories.html</link></item><item><title>Miracles</title><description><![CDATA[The mighty Jumbo roared down the runway and rose majestically in the air. Slowly, the aircraft banked and commenced a gentle turn into the vast blue sky. The pilots looked at each other and put the plane on auto pilot.<BR><BR>Meanwhile, Shreya was staring hard at her companion. He seemed to be in a deep slumber. She could not understand how a person could go off to sleep so easily. The tall athletic body was heaving gently. The long aquiline nose was the only harsh feature of otherwise a perfectly bronzed face. It was the face of a man who knew what he wanted. Presently, of course an uninterrupted sleep. The rattling of the cups did make him open his eyes, at times, but only momentarily.<BR><BR>Shreya was mesmerized by his face. There was something that was vaguely familiar. Maybe, it was an unconscious act, which reminded her of her father. Visions floated by in her mind. Her brother, then ten years old was trying to wake up her father. She was sitting demurely in one corner. Her father waved him off and again went of to sleep. Rahul, who loved to play games, went to the garden and started playing with a cricket ball.<BR><BR>Suddenly, there were was a loud sound of shattering glass and the remnants of the window pane were strewn around. It was six and out. She heard her father wake up with a jerk and look towards the shattered window. There came a loud wail from him and he jumped up angrily. She also heard her brother scamper away quickly. That was the last she saw of him. Where was he now? Advertisements were given in different newspapers, rewards were announced, but all to no avail. It seemed that the earth had swallowed him. <BR><BR>Her father slowly started to lose weight and soon became a shadow of himself. Her mother also kept to herself and spoke very little. The whole household felt guilty of Rahul's disappearance. After five years, the family shifted to Mumbai. But the pall of gloom never lifted. Recently, there was a ray of happiness, when her engagement got fixed with Sanjay. Oh! how she fervently wished Rahul could be there for the ceremony. She ardently prayed to Lord Shree Krishna, if a miracle could take place.<BR><BR>She was awakened from her memories by the sudden juddering of the big aircraft as it entered an air pocket. Her companion also stirred. He opened his eyes slowly and grinned at her. Today, after fifteen years, she thought she had met someone whom she seemed to have known for years.<BR><BR>"Something interesting", he asked. Then she realized that she was staring at him continuously. "Oh my God, what will he think?" she thought. He had a mischievous grin and he seemed to be enjoying her discomfiture completely. "Could it be," she dared to think.<BR><BR>"Hello, I am coming from a long and grueling business conference. It has completely drained me. It is for this reason that I can barely keep my eyes open", he said. Shreya then asked him what business he was engaged in. "Oh, just like that; import some and export some".<BR><BR>There came a lull in the conversation as the Captain's voice boomed on the intercom telling the passengers the height of the aircraft, the prevalent temperature outside and what the expected time for reaching their destination was. Meanwhile, Shreya's heart continued to hammer violently. "Was it possible?" she continued to ask herself.<BR><BR>"Where are you from", she asked him shyly. He looked at her, thought carefully and answered "Bombay". All her hopes deflated like a balloon that had suddenly developed a major leak. The color drained from her face and she felt a deep sense of loss. "Oh why did God do such things.<BR><BR>"Presently, but really I do not know where I am from, I was very young when I left home...". Shreya looked astounded and happily listened to the monologue. She then knew that miracles were possible even in this world; provided you really wanted them to happen.<BR>]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 18 May 2007 16:54:16 +0530</pubDate><link>http://angad.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/05/18/Miracles.html</link></item></channel></rss>